I mean this took a while to get up and running but I suppose I'll go make an attempt to defend myself and my actions:
I'll first off state, that the bulk of the evidence there is me sharing public information. Let me explain. The JP was already well known, it tends to become noticed after multiple usages to raid warzones in quick succession.
I'll also state it was fairly poorly executed, my "espionage", which I think is a little bit of an overkill term but oh well.
I never shared a target to anyone, we ignore the fact that I never had access to that information
Furthermore, I did state my involvement in the warzones to multiple people while in that discord, I'd gather evidence but it is a bit hard to given current circumstances, and that I likely wouldn't be overly happy with Warzone raids, so it wasn't exactly like I didn't forwarn people.
I'll state it now before I get into the "emotional" aspect of this little comment, I didn't join Lazarus with the intent to spy, and I was approached about joining the military. I wasn't and still for the most part am not interested in R/D, if I'm going to click buttons to make the screen change I'll go do some more card farming, I joined Lazarus to explore more of NationStates as I was curious about different communities in the game.
Onto the "emotional" reason of why I did it:
I stated multiple times to people that I was involved in the Warzones to some extent, and I value the communities I've participated in and the friends I've made there, and this act occurred to almost protect, although that is almost definitely the wrong word for it, the communities I cared for. I'd have done the same if I found Lazarus was attempting to coup/raid others regions I care about.
I was fully aware that it was illegal, it would have been quite the eye opener if it wasn't I'm ngl, but I will not be pleading guilty whatsoever, as I believe I was fully justified in my actions and did not leak fragile information, with no proof that I shared anything directly from the chats, only second hand evidence of me sharing a JP and an update time, as well as the NPA. Enjoy!