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Apology; To everyone in Lazarus.
Tweet Topic Started: Jul 27 2015, 09:18 PM (273 Views)
The Church of Satan	Jul 27 2015, 09:18 PM Post #1
I HAVE CHORTLES! Posts: 861 Group: Accused Member #7 Joined: Apr 8, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Military Stance Neutral Political Views Independent Nation in Lazarus Lazarus CoS	So look, I didn't exactly leave on the best of terms in June. I may have had a difference of opinion about the region's foreign policy and Funk may not have liked it, but it did not warrant my improper actions. It was a rough month for me. I had an epileptic seizure while I was sleeping on the night of June 2nd. Up until that day I'd been seizure free for approximately 34 months. When I relapsed it really hurt me. I was in a bad place for the entire month. I haven't told anybody this yet, but around June 14th, maybe later, I had messaged Wintermoot on the Wintreath forum and told him I was quitting NS. I was extremely emotional for a while. I should have stayed away from my computer in all honesty, but I didn't and I ended up doing some really stupid things. Part of which was deleting the threads I created in the Foreign Affairs subforum. After which I had used my position as a moderator to warn myself to the point where I could ban myself from the forum indefinitely. I then used my position as op in the #laz IRC channel to ban myself from the channel. Easily this has been my worst moment in NS. I'm immensely sorry for all of it. I've wanted to come back and do this for a bit now, but in all honesty I couldn't bring myself to. I've felt really bad about the whole thing. I've only managed to do this now because Feirmont encouraged me to do so in IRC. I'd like to be a part of Lazarus again but believe me, I would understand if you guys would rather I not be.

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New Rogernomics	Jul 28 2015, 03:38 AM Post #21
Ghost of Kitties Past Posts: 2,732 Group: Citizen Member #174 Joined: Jul 2, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Political Views Independent Nation in Lazarus Rogernomics Discord NewRogernomics	The Church of Satan Jul 28 2015, 03:06 AM Hmmm, why is it that you're name is so familiar to me? I know you from somewhere...I just can't put my wing on it. Have you been in? - Lazarus (during or prior to PRL) - The Last Kingdom - The Genesis Corporation/Federation - Europeia - Unknown - The Ascendancy - New Britannia Empire - 10K forums (when I visited once) - NS General/Gameplay As I have used that name in all those places at one point or another.



Benevolent Thomas	Jul 28 2015, 03:39 AM Post #22
Blessed of the Vale Posts: 1,532 Group: Members Member #63 Joined: Apr 14, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Military Stance Neutral Nation in Lazarus Benevolent Thomas	The Church of Satan Jul 28 2015, 03:06 AM Hmmm, why is it that you're name is so familiar to me? I know you from somewhere...I just can't put my wing on it. He used to post in the debate hall in 10KI sometimes. That was a few years ago though.



New Rogernomics	Jul 28 2015, 03:48 AM Post #23
Ghost of Kitties Past Posts: 2,732 Group: Citizen Member #174 Joined: Jul 2, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Political Views Independent Nation in Lazarus Rogernomics Discord NewRogernomics	Benevolent Thomas Jul 28 2015, 03:39 AM The Church of Satan Jul 28 2015, 03:06 AM Hmmm, why is it that you're name is so familiar to me? I know you from somewhere...I just can't put my wing on it. He used to post in the debate hall in 10KI sometimes. That was a few years ago though. I have a personal bias against proboards, both as someone who tried to skin/theme them and post in them. Got bored fairly quickly, plus the company I kept at the time was pro-raider, so I wasn't exactly going to be best buds with the headquarters of a fenda group I opposed.



The Church of Satan	Jul 28 2015, 03:49 AM Post #24
I HAVE CHORTLES! Posts: 861 Group: Accused Member #7 Joined: Apr 8, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Military Stance Neutral Political Views Independent Nation in Lazarus Lazarus CoS	Well, I was in Lazarus during the PRL from about January of 2014 all the way to the end of the coup, in addition to the first month or so of the new government. I could have seen you posting around the NS forum though. I do make sure to check GP every day. Edited by The Church of Satan, Jul 28 2015, 03:49 AM.



Kazmr	Jul 28 2015, 03:50 AM Post #25
Lazarene Posts: 987 Group: Members Member #85 Joined: Apr 22, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Military Stance Neutral	He was in the PRL, State Council at different points



New Rogernomics	Jul 28 2015, 03:52 AM Post #26
Ghost of Kitties Past Posts: 2,732 Group: Citizen Member #174 Joined: Jul 2, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Political Views Independent Nation in Lazarus Rogernomics Discord NewRogernomics	The Church of Satan Jul 28 2015, 03:49 AM Well, I was in Lazarus during the PRL from about January of 2014 all the way to the end of the coup, in addition to the first month or so of the new government. I could have seen you posting around the NS forum though. I do make sure to check GP every day. You could have seen me then in PRL, though I got bored of the game and left for months eventually.



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