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Apology; To everyone in Lazarus.
Topic Started: Jul 27 2015, 09:18 PM (275 Views)
The Church of Satan
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So look, I didn't exactly leave on the best of terms in June. I may have had a difference of opinion about the region's foreign policy and Funk may not have liked it, but it did not warrant my improper actions. It was a rough month for me.

I had an epileptic seizure while I was sleeping on the night of June 2nd. Up until that day I'd been seizure free for approximately 34 months. When I relapsed it really hurt me. I was in a bad place for the entire month. I haven't told anybody this yet, but around June 14th, maybe later, I had messaged Wintermoot on the Wintreath forum and told him I was quitting NS. I was extremely emotional for a while. I should have stayed away from my computer in all honesty, but I didn't and I ended up doing some really stupid things. Part of which was deleting the threads I created in the Foreign Affairs subforum. After which I had used my position as a moderator to warn myself to the point where I could ban myself from the forum indefinitely. I then used my position as op in the #laz IRC channel to ban myself from the channel. Easily this has been my worst moment in NS.

I'm immensely sorry for all of it. I've wanted to come back and do this for a bit now, but in all honesty I couldn't bring myself to. I've felt really bad about the whole thing. I've only managed to do this now because Feirmont encouraged me to do so in IRC. I'd like to be a part of Lazarus again but believe me, I would understand if you guys would rather I not be.
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Kazmr
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Benevolent Thomas
Jul 27 2015, 11:12 PM
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No, not the journal :O
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Ike
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Benevolent Thomas
Jul 27 2015, 11:12 PM
Ike
Jul 27 2015, 10:41 PM
Well, it's not like everyone still hates me or anything. Funk's just got a bit of bitterness left, so I'll wait a good time before trying another re-entry.
still harbors ill-thought for the executive

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Ssh, I'm trying to hide it :D

In all honesty though- okay... a headline subsequently flashed above the box in which I am typing. "Funkadelia resigns!"

Well, butter my butt and call me an idiot, for having someone butter my butt. I'm hungry.
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The Church of Satan
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Whoa, guys! Aren't forgetting what this thread is all about? Me! It's my party and I'll cry if I want to! :'(
Edited by The Church of Satan, Jul 27 2015, 11:42 PM.
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Ike
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Wrong. You're mine, and you have been all along. Now get back to the sugar plantation.
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Benevolent Thomas
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The Church of Satan
Jul 27 2015, 11:41 PM
Whoa, guys! Aren't forgetting what this thread is all about? Me! It's my party and I'll cry if I want to! :'(
Some would say that it is this exact attitude that lead to your actions in June :unsure:
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The Church of Satan
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Perhaps, but I couldn't help using the reference, heh.
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New Rogernomics
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Welcome back, not that I have seen you around here. :ummm:
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The Church of Satan
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Hmmm, why is it that you're name is so familiar to me? I know you from somewhere...I just can't put my wing on it.
Edited by The Church of Satan, Jul 28 2015, 03:07 AM.
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Powthran
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Lazarene
Welcome back. Hope you enjoy your stay better this time.
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The Church of Satan
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I have always enjoyed my stay in Lazarus. :)

But I do so hope I can enjoy it even more this time around!

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