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Apology; To everyone in Lazarus.
Tweet Topic Started: Jul 27 2015, 09:18 PM (274 Views)
The Church of Satan	Jul 27 2015, 09:18 PM Post #1
I HAVE CHORTLES! Posts: 861 Group: Accused Member #7 Joined: Apr 8, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Military Stance Neutral Political Views Independent Nation in Lazarus Lazarus CoS	So look, I didn't exactly leave on the best of terms in June. I may have had a difference of opinion about the region's foreign policy and Funk may not have liked it, but it did not warrant my improper actions. It was a rough month for me. I had an epileptic seizure while I was sleeping on the night of June 2nd. Up until that day I'd been seizure free for approximately 34 months. When I relapsed it really hurt me. I was in a bad place for the entire month. I haven't told anybody this yet, but around June 14th, maybe later, I had messaged Wintermoot on the Wintreath forum and told him I was quitting NS. I was extremely emotional for a while. I should have stayed away from my computer in all honesty, but I didn't and I ended up doing some really stupid things. Part of which was deleting the threads I created in the Foreign Affairs subforum. After which I had used my position as a moderator to warn myself to the point where I could ban myself from the forum indefinitely. I then used my position as op in the #laz IRC channel to ban myself from the channel. Easily this has been my worst moment in NS. I'm immensely sorry for all of it. I've wanted to come back and do this for a bit now, but in all honesty I couldn't bring myself to. I've felt really bad about the whole thing. I've only managed to do this now because Feirmont encouraged me to do so in IRC. I'd like to be a part of Lazarus again but believe me, I would understand if you guys would rather I not be.



Wintermoot	Jul 27 2015, 09:44 PM Post #2
Like Love At First Sight <3 Posts: 632 Group: Accused Member #11 Joined: Apr 8, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Military Stance Neutral Political Views Independent Nation in Lazarus Wintermoot III	You can't do NS unless you've had a moment...moments...maybe lots of moments for some of us...of improper action that makes you look like an ass. Dunno what the official response will be, but I think it's good that you've returned. Welcome back. Edited by Wintermoot, Jul 27 2015, 09:44 PM.



The Church of Satan	Jul 27 2015, 09:51 PM Post #3
I HAVE CHORTLES! Posts: 861 Group: Accused Member #7 Joined: Apr 8, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Military Stance Neutral Political Views Independent Nation in Lazarus Lazarus CoS	Well, whatever the official response is, I won't fight it.



DinosFM1994	Jul 27 2015, 10:24 PM Post #4
Blessed of the Vale Posts: 1,626 Group: Members Member #163 Joined: May 29, 2015	Μan, is the Paradise of NS called Lazarus? Honestly, I like the feeling of responsibilty everyone has in this region.



Kazmr	Jul 27 2015, 10:30 PM Post #5
Lazarene Posts: 987 Group: Members Member #85 Joined: Apr 22, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Military Stance Neutral	DinosFM1994 Jul 27 2015, 10:24 PM Μan, is the Paradise of NS called Lazarus? Honestly, I like the feeling of responsibilty everyone has in this region. I love this And I have to say, good to see you again CoS. Can't say everyone will welcome you back heartily, but I very much welcome your effort.



The Church of Satan	Jul 27 2015, 10:35 PM Post #6
I HAVE CHORTLES! Posts: 861 Group: Accused Member #7 Joined: Apr 8, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Military Stance Neutral Political Views Independent Nation in Lazarus Lazarus CoS	Well it is nice to see that there are those whom would like to see me back in Lazarus. I don't expect a warm welcome from everyone, not that I wouldn't like to see that.



Ike	Jul 27 2015, 10:38 PM Post #7
Minnowite Socialist Posts: 458 Group: Accused Member #43 Joined: Apr 11, 2015 Alignment Neutral Good Military Stance Defender Political Views Social Democrat Nation in Lazarus Ikania	Welcome back, I missed you. They still wont let me back in



The Church of Satan	Jul 27 2015, 10:40 PM Post #8
I HAVE CHORTLES! Posts: 861 Group: Accused Member #7 Joined: Apr 8, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Military Stance Neutral Political Views Independent Nation in Lazarus Lazarus CoS	Wow, still? I'm actually somewhat surprised to hear that.



Ike	Jul 27 2015, 10:41 PM Post #9
Minnowite Socialist Posts: 458 Group: Accused Member #43 Joined: Apr 11, 2015 Alignment Neutral Good Military Stance Defender Political Views Social Democrat Nation in Lazarus Ikania	Well, it's not like everyone still hates me or anything. Funk's just got a bit of bitterness left, so I'll wait a good time before trying another re-entry.



Benevolent Thomas	Jul 27 2015, 11:12 PM Post #10
Blessed of the Vale Posts: 1,532 Group: Members Member #63 Joined: Apr 14, 2015 Alignment Lawful Good Military Stance Neutral Nation in Lazarus Benevolent Thomas	Ike Jul 27 2015, 10:41 PM Well, it's not like everyone still hates me or anything. Funk's just got a bit of bitterness left, so I'll wait a good time before trying another re-entry. still harbors ill-thought for the executive Benevolent Thomas jots down in his journal



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