I will say this a thousand times
Over and over till I feel I said it enough
I will say it until it becomes your DNA
Because I can't help myself but say it

I have been betrayed many times
But shut out, ignored, looked down upon
I can't count the names I wish I didn't know
The faces I wish I never saw
And I have had so many doors shut in my face
I ask people how they are doing and they hiss

But you and I don't even glare at each other
I can't think of anything left to hide
Or a time I thought about much of what I said
To you
I just speak from my emotions with you
And all of the skin is peeled away
When I am with you I am drunk and I speak
I do not think about the consequences

Just remember Hun
That it goes both ways
I love to hear what you think
More content is more content
It doesn't matter how silly what you say is

I think we understand each other
That's all that I need and all I want

Why are you saying sorry?
What did you do?
The last ten times you apologized,
I said you didn't have to.

I was serious.
You should know I was.
Why do I go through the effort?
Well just fucking because.

Eh

I'm just trying to close the gap
Thought it's difficult

Everything,
They say about you
If it's negative,
It's not true
It's either positive
Or bullshit
I don't understand
Why you believe it

Eh

I would've hated
To have your looks in high school

If I looked like you
Urg the attention
Flip out on come ons
End up in detention

I spend a lot of time
Wishing I knew more
The outsider information
The known amount is poor

I think the biggest argument
We had was over Jello
It’s delicious
Why don’t you like Jello?
I’m still triggered over this
I love hot shots of Jello
This is very important
The rhyme scheme is Jello

Actually,
I could call you that
It wouldn’t make much sense
But maybe it’ll be funny

Um,
This poem
Isn’t going anywhere
It’s got it’s own flow
But then it's like
A very awkward stare

I think my house
Has the same problem as yours
It’s November fan full blast
Still sweat just pours

I’ll hear from you later
I hope you sleep well
I know I won’t
God Damnit

I’m pretty likely going to
Not share this poem
With you

I’m no longer good
At these things
I used to be
But I am no longer

Yep

Why does this have to be
The kind of world
That I have to live in?
When did I ask for this?
I didn't fucking ask for this.

We got terrorists going around
Driving their damn Toyotas
Tech companies hiring off
With their illegal Quotas
Oil workers dying fast
Up there in North Dakota

I didn't ask for this
I fucking didn't ask for this

The grocery store
The bloody damn food place
Is having toxic and safe
Meat in the package embrace
And people don't talk honestly
With just a simple straight face

I don't deserve this
I never fucking deserved this

I don't want to care about
How easily someone gets a tan
But the TSA can't even do
A simple x-ray weapons scan
And it's not black people
Who are closer to caveman

My sister doesn't deserve this
She won't ever fucking deserve this

And if you ever asked me
Why I sound like a lunatic
Or why I don't trust people
Rather than just be skeptic
It's because I wanted love
And to be just a peacenik
But trying to find out truth
From the lies makes me sick

And I never asked for a race war
And I never asked for an uptick in treason
And I never asked for people to manipulate me
Or for people to ignore the truth because feelings
Or because they want to make lots of money

And I never asked to be part of a group of people
Where our largest awareness group
Doesn't want us to have children
Because they think our genetics aren't pure enough

And yes, they are funded by George Soros
Who I didn't ask to have riches to fund violence with

This is so bad, I need to pray.
I rhymed Toyota and Quota
That's how bad this is

It is not my fault that the words mean
What they mean

It's not my fault that you said
What you said

How am I supposed to watch this
And not see it
When my eyes work just fine?

Is there another way to perceive this
That wouldn't be utter madness?

Because I didn't come here to be sad
I didn't come here to be tired
And I didn't come here to watch you
Say things that don't make sense

A lot of people have said that you
Carry people on your shoulders
But it was you that knew I didn't
Need anything like that from anyone
What I need is a force multiplier
Something to take what I got and
Make it more than it is at the moment
What I need is an external skeleton
Something strapped to my spine and limbs
Either way it's a single pair of footsteps
That are being laid down in the sand
Give me the strength and I will carry you

"This random guy here
Wants just one Asian poem
Here you go person"

"This super hot girl
Thinks I am sliced bread right now
Help me, she's too hot"

"I think this here babe
Is so wonderful, oh no
It's breaking the law"

"How is it legal
To be so perfect like this
It just can't be so"

"One time she smiled
And the sun came out right then
Then two wars ended"